mobility

i have applied to 3 law schools: bc, bu, and ucal hastings (in san fran). i want law school very badly. particularly, i want hastings the most.

J finds out on march 19 which residency program he's matched. he ranked ucsf 1st and a program at umass 2nd. brown 3rd. the more i think about it, the more every fiber in my body aches for san francisco. i want something new. i want to experience a new city, a new state, a new region. i want law school. i am getting antsy. J knows i want california but i am not letting on the extent of how much i want it. nobody knows but the people reading this. i dont want him to feel too much pressure to match with his # 1

its a tense time.......these next 5.75 weeks......